This Isn't Us Lyrics

Don't you think it's funny?
We love the ones that hurt us
And hurt the ones that love us
Like it's nothing
And, don't you think it's sad?
That after everything we've been through
I'm still picked last
This isn't us, this isn't us

And, don't you think it's cute?
That I hold to and change [?]
And, don't you think it's light?
It only took one day to throw me away
Because someone cares you well
Doesn't mean it isn't heaven
Yeah, I'm about to [?]
I'm running out of words to say to you
What's it gonna take make it through?
This isn't us, this isn't us
This isn't us, this isn't us